From 10th February 2018.
2017 was not a good year for me, but it was the best worst year of my life.
In spite of what I went through, I felt like I had a fire inside that fuelled me to overcome any obstacles or doubts and chase what I wanted even if there was only the tiniest hope of getting it.
This year I haven't felt that. It feels like the fire is burning but not as brightly. I have been in a good place but lacked that spark that I had previously.
I know that not every day can be great and that this dullness is temporary but it's annoying because I don't know how to recapture that spark though I know I can.
Even through the darkest days, this fire burns, always.
I want to burn bright again.
Fuck it and fight it.
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